Friday, October 22, 2010

Stupid Head

Ummm...

I need a hug.

Probably a long one.

And someone to help me figure out this war that is raging inside of my head!

How can something feel like the best and absolute worst choice all at the same time?? How does something rotate between finding me excited and full of the most intense dread? Why does there seem to be a peace in saying "no"...when the logical answer is to say "yes"? Am I running because I'm afraid? Or am I pursuing for the same reason? Do I step out into the unknown despite fear and anxiety...or do I listen to these 'checks' which seem to be pulling me back?

Needing more answers.

And to feel less overwhelmed.

And probably a decent and potentially long hug.

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