Tuesday, July 17, 2012

I’ll Take My Heart Back


Who is this?
This reflection that I see?
Who am I?
With these empty eyes staring back at me?
What happened?
To the passions burning deep?
Is there life left behind
The death in these shallow heart beats?
Time to claim it before I lose it
Snatch it back before it’s gone.
I can no longer keep this treasure in your clutches.
I refuse to be the devil’s pawn. 

If you don’t mind, I’ll take my heart back.
It was never yours to keep.
It’s bruised and shattered now...
But what I sow, I guess also reap.
Don’t make me beg and please don’t make me plead.
Just give my heart back...
I’ll take it though it bleeds.

Who said...
It was yours for the having?
I don’t remember...ever giving it away.
What made you...
Think you could use it as you wanted?
Smeared and smudged, broken and undone, trashed and tossed away.
When were you...
Intending to come and ask me?
Permission never granted for the pulse you took away. 
Why would you...
Leave me here wanting?
Wanting for the life caught in those beats you’ve locked away.

So I’ll take my heart back.
It was never yours to keep.
It’s bruised and shattered now...
But what I sow, I guess also reap.
Don’t make me beg and please don’t make me plead.
Just give my heart back...
I’ll take it though it bleeds.

I never should have trusted
Hands that cannot hold.
I traded my heart strings...
A wellspring that shouldn’t have been sold.
I couldn’t deal with
All of its breaking mess.
I didn’t realize...
I needed nothing less.
Give me its shattered pieces.
The parts that rip and drip and bleed.
I’m here to take my heart back.
It’s time I am alive and I am free...

I’ll take my heart back
Because it was never yours to keep.
It’s bruised and shattered now...
But what I sow, I guess also reap.
Don’t make me beg and please don’t make me plead.
Just give me my heart back.
I’ve got nothing left...
And I’ll take it though it bleeds.





 AK July 2012 




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